Thursday, 5 April 2012

I wont be posting for a while!

Sorry all, Life is getting a little crazy and I want to try and write about 50 blog posts before I carry on, I am sorry about this and I hope I don't loose some of my followers! I will be back soon. sorry everyone! if you have any questions or anything just message me or comment! xXx

Thursday, 29 March 2012

What is kawaii?

Kawaii is a Japanese word, pronounced kah-wah-ee.
Meaning: cute / adorable / pretty
Kawaii Is everything cute and epic and makes you say OMG I need thats its epic and so amazing I must have!!! Its mostly a japanise thing but its now worldwide, you can get anything in kawaii form from pens to pads to shoes and nails and everything inbatween.
I will be giving some examples of kawaii stuff from around my home and from you can guess I have meny things.

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

A poem from when I was about 15

I was a very angry teenager and this is one of the many poems I wrote. be nice and comment! 

have you ever looked in the mirror,
and hated what you see?

have you ever felt so alone,
that you just want to be?

have you ever felt like,
you have nothing left?

have you ever felt life is just,
one big fuck off test?

have you ever put a smile on,
just to make everyone happy?

have you ever felt theres nothing left,
why is everything all crappy?

have you ever been afraid,
of being who you are?

have you ever wondered,
whats the point in it all?

have you ever had your heart broken so badly,
that you just want to give up and fall?

have you ever fallen asleep,
wishing tomorrow wont come?

have you ever closed your eyes,
and started to weep?

i guess not, its just me then..

Rachie Roo

Sunday, 18 March 2012

Always a inspration..thats my mum.

My mum, well its mothers day comming up and my mum is in spain and some days it hard, i miss her so much, i miss just little things like the copany and friendship i get from her. I rilised today that i only really talk to 5 people in my life, mum, dad, sam, andria and my friend rich. unless its to them or on college days(monday and tuesday) I dont talk to anyone! so I do miss my mum, she is my hero and has inspired me to do and want to do so much. she is a strong woman (she once through scisors into the sink and they made a hole in the sink!) but my mum has always been there through thick and thin and i really dont know what i would do without her. i know i wouldnt be who i am today and i wouldnt be as strong as i am without her.
i wish i could share so many memorys with you, happy times, finny times but i dont think blogger has enough space for it!
My mum is a cook and a bloody good one at that. she has taught me so much and shown me so much of the world and if i ever need strengh i just need to look to her. My mum hasnt had a easy life and i know that but i am also glad she shares things with me, memorys, feelings, places and people. i have this one photo i will see if i can find it, me and my mum and sister are standing together. we are at a wedding and we are the only 2 people wearing black!

Mom's smiles can brighten any moment,
Mom's hugs put joy in all our days,
Mom's love will stay with us forever
and touch our lives in precious ways...

The values you've taught,
the care you've given,
and the wonderful love you've shown,
have enriched my life
in more ways than I can count.
I Love you Mom!

This is Wake up little susie by the everly brothers and it will always make me think of my mum and my nan as my nan would sing this song to my mum when she was little.

My mum is a klutz just like me, she mannaged to step on a saw blade and then walk into a tree!, she is forever breaking her teeth and i have to resist the urge to call her gappy! butI love her no matter what state she is in. She once got stung by a mozquito on both eyelids and looked like she had been in a boxing match! but she has always been there for me and continues to do so. I can't wait to have a child and share the experance with my mum, she used to sing to me as a child (I didn't sleep much) and this went on for hours every night and not once did she get angry or loose her temper. She is so accepting of people and she always see's the good in people. Her and dad were going open a holiday place for special needs and I admire her all the time. She has done and seen a lot in her life and even the hard times were happy times.
Thank you mum for making me as strong and happy as you have I cant wait to see you I miss you and think about you every day mummy i love you mummy.

Dont forget your mum on mothers day.

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Cute strawberry nails.

cute nails I did on my friend with pretty strawberrys! hope you like!.

Bad day.

Life Quotes, Life Quote Graphics, Life SayingsOkay this is going to be my page on what I do if I am having a bad day and I would be very happy to recive feedback from you guys! What do you do when your having a bad day? How do you pick yourself up? what makes you smile? Well this is what I have lernt that works for me. Please feel free to comment and add your own ideas and bits to this.Quotes help me and I willl be putting some quotes randomly through this. Enjoy!
I will be using bullet points to add my bits that help me and keep me smiling when everyone around me is crying.
  • Life Quotes, Life Quote Graphics, Life SayingsThe simpsons! I know its silly but the simpsons make me feel almost safe, I have watched every since I was a kid and i have wonderful memorys of sitting watching the simpsons with all my family so the simpson is the one thing I will turn to when I am low and in need of picking up.

  • Life Quotes, Life Quote Graphics, Life Sayings Bad jokes- Bad jokes will always make me smile because they are simply that bad that you can help but laugh, here is a good few examples...If God is watching us, the least we can do is be entertaining.  
    What is a zebra?  26 sizes larger than an "A" bra.
    What's brown and sticky?
    A stick!
    What has five legs, three eyes and two tails?
    A dog with spare parts. that made you laugh:D Okay I will stop being mean and making you read my really bad jokes! lol

  • Cute!- okay now this is easy whenever I am low I find cute things, I go on and I find funny things on there and cute things. I will go round the craety shops looking for teddys to take home. Or I make something cute.It doesnt take long and I will be putting more tutorials up here soon so you can use this too!
Life Quotes, Life Quote Graphics, Life Sayings
  • Go out! Get some air, even if its just sitting in the garden for 20 mins it will help! even on grey days.

  • Loose yourself in a book. you know that book you have been meaning to read for weeks, well now is a good time, snuggle up on the sofa with a coffe or tea and start reading.

  • Life Quotes, Life Quote Graphics, Life SayingsHave a hot bath. Fill it will water, put some bath bubbles in(everyone loves bath bubbles) then soak your troubbles away.

  • Avoid alcohol, its a depressant so it may make you feel good in the short term but you will get your bad day come back 50X worse! so the best thing to do is just not to drink.
  • Listen to happy songs. build me up buttercup. and things like that. songs that make you happy.
  • Don't forget you have a friend in me! I am always here for you, day or night.

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Bloody youth of today!

Okay I know the title is a little ott but I didn’t know what else to call it, this will be my little rant about "the youth of today!"
Now firstly I would like to ask what the hell is with skinny jeans, I see guys my age with legs skinner than my arm!!! How is this sexy, now don't get me wrong I like my men skinny (always have) but when your legs ate thinner than my arm something is wrong!
Why don’t they make cute Goth clothes for bigger people, I know im on the big side and yes I would love to be skinny but that’s life, if I had the money I would have surgery I know I would without a second thought but it is so hard and depressing trying to find clothes that fit me, I’m not that huge! But I am 5, 10" and it is so hard to find jeans long enough I have been in a shop and tried on some jeans, the length was long (the longest they do) and yet they came to my ankle!!! What the hell am I the only fat tall person?! its stupid im not that tall and yet at every stage I am made to feel like a freak because of my size and the looks I get and the ridicule I receive is hard sometimes for example I was with Princess Andria (you can check her blog here) and some kids about 11 started chucking stones at me okay no biggy I don’t like stones being chucked ebcause I almost lost my eye because some stupid young person chucked it at me but that is a whole different story! okay so we are walking down the road having been to the shop and I am aware that there are stones coming my way and then I suddenly hear "oy Fatty!" and I turned to Andria and said did you hear that, no? Oh they said oy fatty and that was it she turned around and suddenly I was standing up for myself with her. I never would do that alone and I said come say that to my face...when they didn’t I said that’s what I thought. And then A walked at a fast pace to them and one of them did a runner and hid in a church!!! Of all places and I know A wouldn’t hurt them but someone might not be so reserved! I couldn’t believe that kids would say that, I mean when I was growing up if you did that you expected to be grabbed by the collar and dragged home to get shouted at and punished by your parent and yet now a days what would happen if you did that? if they were a nice working family then fine but if they were the poverty stricken families who (turning up with their child) are likely to should abuse at you as much as the child?! My question is waiting? What?!!? You should be a parent act like one! It was your choice to have the child in the first place now deal with it! Anyway rant over I know it probably doesn’t make a huge amount of sense lol! Anyway enjoy!